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Never give up hope: COL Richard P. Gray OBE (Mil)

Never give up hope: COL Richard P. Gray OBE (Mil)

COL Richard P. Gray OBE (Mil) is a determined man, one who served
New Zealand with distinction for almost 30 years. However, he needed all his determination and that of his wife to come back from a devastating stroke.

Richard Gray enlisted as a staff cadet in the New Zealand Army in January 1970. He attended the Royal Military College at Duntroon, Australia — graduating in 1973.

Richard Gray in uniform standing at attention with a ceremonial sword

Richard Gray in 1977

Over the next 10 years, his operational service included being part of (Operation Midford), the Commonwealth Monitoring Contingent in Rhodesia (1979/80), the United Nations Interim Force (UNIFIL) in Palestine (1980–81), and for UN Protection Force (UNPROFOR) as the Senior Military Observer and National Officer in Bosnia (1992).

In 1994 he was promoted to full Colonel. For his service in Sarajevo, where he led the Military Observers for the first five months of the war, Richard was awarded the military OBE for gallantry. He retired in September 1999.

He has been living in with his wife Fiona Lloyd-Davies in the United Kingdom since 2005.

In 2013, Richard suffered a stroke leaving him barely able to move or speak. Fiona found him on their bed clutching his head in agony.

While waiting to be seen in A&E, he lost consciousness. The doctor said that Fiona should call his children in New Zealand as he was in danger of dying.

A scan revealed that Richard had a catastrophic haemorrhage in his brain, bleeding both on the inside and on the surface. The following morning, he had a large section of the left side of his skull removed to allow the brain to swell. They removed the bone, and the swelling went down.

However, a skull protects the brain from atmospheric pressure. With a large piece of skull missing Richard’s brain was exposed to atmospheric pressure and this caused his brain to be pushed to the right side of his skull. It looked like half of his brain was missing.

Richard lying in a hospital bed with a visible indentation in the side of his skull

Richard before the titanium plate was put in

Three weeks after his stroke, Richard couldn’t speak, and he had no movement in his right side, but Fiona felt that there was hope.

“You get these little glimmers. I brought Richard’s military medals in to the hospital, and he reacted in a way that made me think he knew what he was looking at. These moments are so important. It can be bleak, but you have to believe that the person you love is still there.”

Richard’s recovery was slow. He’d be hoisted out of bed into a chair for half an hour or so, but he couldn’t do more than that. A key event in his recovery was to replace the missing part of his skull with a titanium plate. Fiona felt that without this operation, a cranioplasty, Richard’s rehabilitation would stall.

“It was either have [the operation] and move forward, or don’t have it and Richard lives out his life in a care home.”

There was a strong likelihood that Richard’s operation would be postponed, even for months. He was assessed every 6 weeks, and if there was no improvement his funding might not be continued and he risked being transferred to a care home or back home where he would need a lot of care, but without the cranioplasty, he wouldn’t make any improvements.

Fortunately, Fiona was able to get support and schedule the operation. It was a significant step in Richard’s recovery.

The day after the operation he was able to move his right leg. We were lucky that Richard was medically stable after his stroke — he didn’t have any fits, which are always a concern after a brain injury.’

After one year of hospitals and neurorehabilitation, Fiona was able to get Richard transferred to the Raphael Hospital — another specialist neurorehabilitation unit, but one which specialised in applying a holistic approach and unusually, delivered multiple therapies 7 days a week, 365 days a year. Having heard of neuroplasticity, she felt this was the chance that Richard needed to start his journey back to life.

Richard walking with a crutch and the support of a medical professional

Richard Gray re-learning to walk in Raphael Hospital (2015)

"It’s the ability of the brain to change and repair itself. The brain can adapt and improve itself through repeated exercises and tasks. I held onto this idea when Richard became ill — it gave me hope that Richard might be able to recover.”

Through daily physical and therapy sessions at Raphael Hospital, Richard learnt how to walk again. Fiona saw other improvements as well.

Richard loves animals, and when he came face-to-face with a horse he had his first emotional, spontaneous reaction since his stroke. That was a really special moment; you could see his spirits lift.”

The neuroplasticity offers a chance of recovery, but to fulfil it there was a lot of hard work to go in. Fiona and Richard’s doctors all felt that he could do it.

“He’s amazing. He does still have speech and language therapy twice a week, so his speech is improving dramatically. He has a better understanding of his impairments now, so there are challenges, but he’s an incredibly resilient person.”

Life is far from back to normal for Richard and Fiona, but Richard can garden, and even occasionally now walks to the corner store (to buy some flowers for Fiona).

"Getting better is hard work, and over the last nine years, I have so admired the amount of effort he puts into everyday things like putting his shoe on or getting up from a chair. Now he brings me a cup of tea in bed every morning!"

What can Richard’s experience offer other veterans and their families?

"Never give up hope. A couple of months after Richard’s stroke, I was sitting in the hospital corridor crying, and one of the nursing assistants came up to me after her shift and showed me a video of another stroke patient who had recovered. She could just have gone home, but she gave me that moment of her time and generosity.”

Ten months after his stroke, I was told that Richard had plateaued and should go to a care home. But I could see that the spark was still there. Sometimes, amazing things can happen.”

In 2018, Fiona made a film of their journey for BBC’s Horizon My Amazing Brain: Richard’s War, which can be found online.


You can read more stories and updates in the Winter 2022 edition of the Veterans' Affairs Magazine

Date

03 August 2022